thejustincarter

just thought i would write to let everyone know that andi is my favorite girl in the entire world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she's the best!!!!!!!!





ps! FIGHT DIRTY

2 became 1


i heart you my love

him her.. or him WANTING her..? im starting to lose the picture plastered on the beautiful white wall.. is it just him.. ? its rocks and pebbles that make this river rocky.. but is it just an illusion cuz he's fuckn lovin the ride. it should only get better.. so why am i stuck in this bowl, forking out the answers, spooning through the possibilities.. stop worrying......?// but im not.. just scared shitless...



justin.

note to self.... IM ALWAYS MISSING YOU!!! NEVER GETTING TOO MUCH OF YOU! IM ADDICTED TO YOU!..



you ..? you know who you are!

<3



i will miss u dearly tonight!

but will definately
see
you sooon!!! <3


i heart you!

i have her lipsick but its not the same... i miss her!



night night </3

justin hearts your everything.. u know who u are! </3

wow finally.. new pic and all.. but no friends! i added like 4 people// blah blah blah. bored.. but feel good tonight.. i kinda tried sumthing new.. thanks to sumone.. i didnt watch tv.. besides a baseball game.. but hey.. it went down as history so cut me some slack. now im just sitten here updating a few things.. commenting a few things.. and listening to music
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lots of music.. alot of emo stuff .. or screamo.. or heavy stuff with emo lyrics.. kinda odd. and doesnt help the mood but keeps the "will" alive... ///**&748 why does the inner self mean so much to me rather then others.. is it just me? i feel as if it has so much meaning. sumthing always in us to keep one another going on and on.. wat would an alarm be without its electric source?.. i guess it was always sumthing i held onto when in need of sumone or sumthing! when ever i was in doubt.. it was always and forever there for me, and i think at points it made me stronger.. or at least strong enough to pick myself up and carry on! to let go! to believe. to me the phrase has a lot of meaning.. and i will hold it forever litterally.. on my heart/chest!


finnally things feel clear again.. like a new begining.. but still trapped with more decisions. piles of choices on this so called desk every day! but wat will giving up solve?? in my eyes it will just show weakness.. and some people live off others weakness.. and thats horrible.. so as long as i can.. i wanna "act" strong at least till ive made my own point clear..

"so put ure hand in mine and never let go" -atreyu

well its about time i got a new lj.. my old one was killin me.. boston just one the alcs... crazy stuff! ate jack in the box today and cut my hair.. maybe ill be back in a tiny bit! <3